I have been riding this momentum for over a week now and I’m feeling great about my trip planning and organizing future projects. Although all the boys were home for the Canadian Family Day, they preoccupied themselves which gave me a chance to get some work done. One thing I do know, is when you set out to achieve your goals is you have to make your base secure. I’m not talking just in monetary value, as I’m asked this often, it’s more of how everything you do secures your opportunities and helps you reach your goal in the most efficient way possible.

I’ve been through the waiting period, it was a very anxious time for me, however now that things are flowing much easier I feel my anxiousness subside and transform itself into confidence. I will be venturing into a huge project, making my base secure is key. Coordinating, scheduling, content, equipment…the lists are highlighted and in the works. I love doing this kind of work because everything is different from the day before. I text my friends in between tasks and I must say this is the most comfortable and happy I’ve felt in a long time.

Leaving bad relationships is never easy for me, I never want to focus on the bad. Last night, I stared at the ceiling and dissected each of my past relationships and tried to find a way to understand what had happened. Yes it takes two people to ruin a relationship, but after years of trying to do what is “right” I realize I destroyed the most important person…me.

As I fold and put away my fresh smelling laundry, I can’t help but smile. So far, this journey has taught me a lot more about myself and about the people I choose to surround myself with. My trust in others has been renewed, my heart has been mended and I’m ready for whatever comes next.

Today was a really good day. 🙂

My OCD folding

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  1. 👍👏👏👏 💐🍷 Revel in oneself please! I found I must be a little selfish and be sure I give to myself. Albeit, a delicious hot soak, a class, [education allows evolvement] anything honestly to keep you grounded. Time allows our wisdom to mature. Your blog is chocked full of statements of wisdom. Congratulations! It takes a while as I was once told by a very wise woman to realize that feeling and a big smile crosses your face when actuality settles. 😀

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    1. Thank you my dear friend! It’s a truth that can’t be ignored…I used to think being selfish was a bad thing now I know it is a requirement.. a basic need for survival. I have a thirst for learning which is why I’m dead set on traveling and meeting new people, in the meantime, I’m writing and working in my studio. 🙂 Good for you on keeping your balance..it’s not as hard as it appears, is it? 😉 Much love Hun!

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