I have been riding this momentum for over a week now and I’m feeling great about my trip planning and organizing future projects. Although all the boys were home for the Canadian Family Day, they preoccupied themselves which gave me a chance to get some work done. One thing I do know, is when you set out to achieve your goals is you have to make your base secure. I’m not talking just in monetary value, as I’m asked this often, it’s more of how everything you do secures your opportunities and helps you reach your goal in the most efficient way possible.
I’ve been through the waiting period, it was a very anxious time for me, however now that things are flowing much easier I feel my anxiousness subside and transform itself into confidence. I will be venturing into a huge project, making my base secure is key. Coordinating, scheduling, content, equipment…the lists are highlighted and in the works. I love doing this kind of work because everything is different from the day before. I text my friends in between tasks and I must say this is the most comfortable and happy I’ve felt in a long time.
Leaving bad relationships is never easy for me, I never want to focus on the bad. Last night, I stared at the ceiling and dissected each of my past relationships and tried to find a way to understand what had happened. Yes it takes two people to ruin a relationship, but after years of trying to do what is “right” I realize I destroyed the most important person…me.
As I fold and put away my fresh smelling laundry, I can’t help but smile. So far, this journey has taught me a lot more about myself and about the people I choose to surround myself with. My trust in others has been renewed, my heart has been mended and I’m ready for whatever comes next.
Today was a really good day. 🙂