It’s 3am and I can’t sleep and for some reason tonight feels heavy, in an anxious way. I’ve made so many changes in my life over the last 2 years, I guess I still haven’t wrapped my head around how fast things happened.

The words “go with the flow” used to be just a saying I heard all too often, but yet here I am, today, agreeing with every syllable of that exact saying. Gone are the days when I would have everything scheduled around everyone else from my job to my family. When I think back on those days, I don’t remember ever feeling, even a moment of, the kind of happiness I feel now.

I gave up everything in exchange for a huge question mark. Nothing was certain, nothing was guaranteed, there was only the last shred of determination and hope I had left. Choosing myself gave me such a foreign feeling for such a natural thing.

The snow is melting and the warmer winds are starting to blow in, much like the Spring.. all great things are blossoming. 🙂

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